September 15th, 2021
Tonight I thought back to how everything was a year ago and marked the beginning of a very dark, sombre time for me. I thought it would be a blip, but the blip carried on from one day to the next and the end never in sight. Without dwelling too much on the bad and how that felt, I gave myself a pat on the back and felt enormous pride in how far I have come. How much better I feel. How much happier I am. How appreciative I am to be able to feel, and just not feel but able to feel my former self. The sides of myself I loved and remembered two years ago. I am just really grateful that I am where I am, the wisdom I gained along the way and just for feeling content.