I haven’t been able to find the words to write, or the complete strength to live life fully, nor been able to really master my emotions recently. End of a month, always proves to be difficult and this time two years ago was a very important moment and also my last moments. And today I have been met with news, which have brought up the motions of grief again. A topic I am sadly all too familiar with. Ever since I posted that rainbow photo a few days ago, it has been a range of motions that have made me confront the more painful moments in life, not least grief but rejection too. I am still coming to terms with news I received today, so I won’t say anymore but I already felt run down and exhausted and I am just trying to stay afloat. So I will leave my words there. Just as my emotions are just there. Life has a funny way sometimes. And it’s truly testing my strength.
June 2nd, 2021